I am always seeking out new perspectives.
I have a tendency of overthinking situations and often feel like I’ve missed something, that I’m over invested, over talking, over emotional, over acting... all of which leads to me and others, feeling overwhelmed! I listened to a meditation this week titled doing the best they can, from https://www.facebook.com/bodyandsoulretreats/ with Kelly Hine which shared the following thoughts; “All I know is that my life is better when I assume that people are doing their best. It keeps me out of judgment and lets me focus on what is, and not what should or could be.” ~Brené Brown Everyone is doing the best that they can with the understanding and resources they have. Adopting this belief changes our relationship to ourselves and to others. Deepak Chopra said, “People are doing the best that they can from their own level of consciousness. This was helpful because I am living with teenagers in isolation. I am full of assumptions, judgments, shoulds, why nots and lots of feeling disregarded and I just don’t get it! I’m not even sure what is right or wrong anymore...does it really matter if they sleep all day, stay up or night and not help much? Does it REALLY MATTER? And if it does, who does it matter to? It doesn’t matter for them, it only seems to matter to me. I’m the one letting myself be weighed down by feelings of sadness and disappointment. I mean if we are all happier and quieter doing our own thing, it’s obviously easier and nicer for everyone. Can I get by with minimums? Yes I can. Do I have to do everything for them? No I don’t. Can I see the positives? Yes I can, we are all safe, sound, comfortable and as well as can be expected. I don’t want to make excuses for laziness or a lack of consideration. I do want to let them live and learn. As a parent that means giving the benefit of the doubt, accepting, adapting, allowing...myself as much as them! It isn’t easy but if I look through a different lens and focus on the positive, on love, on what I have, what I’m grateful for, all the rest seems obsolete. Before too long they will fly free back into the world. They’ll get it right, make mistakes and figure it out as they go. So for now I’LL DO MY BEST to enjoy my hibernating zombie vampire teenagers in all their adolescent glory!
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My lovely friend, we are all doing the best we can with what we've got...many assumed that my son Max was wasting his time online...many criticized me, and looked down on my parenting....my parents would flip out BUT I never had such a close relationship with my parents as I have with Max ( am writing this from their spare room, which I'm in presently...now happily married, it's me visiting them and sleeping over after staying up till 1pm crocheting while Max does his thing after watching a movie with me) ... Max and now wife Kayla fully accept me warts and all, are always there for me in their capacity, listen to me, and support me....Max says it's payback for all the support I gave him....we've got great kids, cause we accept who they are, sure we nag but we dont put them down for being different from us....parenting teenagers isn't easy but why make it morw difficult than it already is....you are such a great parent, one of the best I've ever met, you've given them so many options, created so many interesting perspectives...they've much to choose from when it's time for them to create their own worlds....go easy on yourself my beautiful friend...all will be fine....lots of kooky love to TEAM PECH!....Xxx♡xxX
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AuthorFor me, it seems there is not much difference between wondering and wandering. It has always helped me find inspiration. Creative dabbling is good for the soul, I couldn't imagine life without it and often surprise myself by what I come up with. Archives
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